Lexi_Love is a fake.
Oh and I have proof. Give me your email address if you want a good laugh.

So yes I'm posting occasionally but I still don't like the atmosphere enough to have any interest in going back to being a regular poster. The goddess stuff kind of gets on my nerves, not to mention the overall b****iness.

Anyway I feel like I'm in a name rut, so I'm going through posts trolling for names.

I like Elinor, Lyra, Sophronia, Beatrix, Lenore, Calanthe, Eden, Scarlett, Bianca, Larisa (Larissa), Laurel, Louise, Linnéa, Liora, Leia, Garnet (**), Willow, Rose, Blythe, Hazel, Violet, Aurora, Ophelia, Cassiopeia, Minerva, Imani, Antigone, Lilac, Lily, Heather, Primrose, Rosemary, Veronica, Jasmine, Narcissa, Jonquil, Nigella, Phoebe, Kestrel, Linnet, Phyllis, Minuet, Calliope, Claudia, Antoinette, Margaret, Matilda, Genevieve, Virginia, Rowena, Gwendolen, Victoria
James, Simon, Alexander, Morgan, Xavier, Oliver, Silas, Pascal, Sirius, Octavian, Atticus, Phoenix, Francis, Aramis, Nicholas, Finlay, Cassian, Maximilian, Sebastian, Roland

Okay I was just going to post about my baby octuplets but then I was talking to Norah (from BtN) on facebook and she told me iTunes is charging $1.29 for songs now. wtf. I appreciate the cost and effort that goes into producing music, but that price is ridiculous. I can buy a CD that has 15 songs for $12. Why is the price higher on iTunes? I mean these high prices are just driving more people to download music illegally. On that topic - wth is up with fining a woman $2,000,000 for downloading music? Yeah sure fine her for it but that is ridiculous. An example? Pfft I know for sure none of my friends are afraid of getting in trouble for using limewire to share music.










Anyway I was taking a myspace survey because I have no life and there was this wonderful question:

If you had octuplets, four girls and four boys, what would you name them?

Evadne Catharine, Antigone Ruth, Persephone Elanor, Calliope Gloria, Morpheus Kain, Hector Carl, Phineas Nathaniel, and Remus Matthew. Evey, Tigger or Annie, Sephie, Callie, Morphy, Hector, Finn, and Remy.

Hehehe.

Evadne Catharine is my number one stock gotta-use-it combo. Evadne is my mom's favorite name, and Catharine was my mom's grandmother.

Antigone Ruth is for a childhood playmate of mine, Tigger, and a mentor of mine. Plus I really like the character of Antigone - giving everything to honor a loved one and rebel against a corrupt leader is a good quality in my book.

I just like Persephone, and Elanor is for my maternal grandmother, Eleanor.

Calliope is another name I like, and my paternal grandmother is named Gloria.

So by now I had a theme with the first names.

I love Morpheus, and my oldest brother is Kain. I'd worry about my other older brother being jealous but that would be dumb of him so I don't care.

Hector's another super cool Greek name, and Carl is a common name in my mom's family. Her older brother is Carl David, her birth father was Carl Somethingorother, her stepfather was Charles, and her grandfather was Carl Samesomethingorotherasherfather.

Phineas is a totally awesome snarky name imo. Nathaniel is after my trig teacher, Natalie, who's been a major influence in my high school life. She's a really really great woman, and she goes out of her way to help students, and gives the exceptional students in her trig classes (Daniel and me) special projects (writing a computer program) so we don't get bored during the last two weeks of school after finals (stay out of her hair). Anyhow I absolutely adore Natalie. I wish I could fit her in as a mn Natalia but there aren't enough babies to name. :(

-->And Remus Matthew. Remus reminds me of Thirteen from House because her real name's Remy. I have a lot in common with Thirteen, and so will any children I have - incurable progressive genetic disease and all. Matthew is a common middle name in my dad's family (his, Kain's, and his granddad's, plus some further back) so it's kind of traditional. Plus my Mormon friend I can't see for 2 years has a good friend named Matthew that we always joke about me hooking up with. So it can either be a reminiscent joke or the babies' daddy. Whatev.



So now after the Natalie thing I really wanna give them double middle names. Go namenerd ambition!

Evadne Catharine, Antigone Ruth, Persephone Elanor, Calliope Gloria, Morpheus Kain, Hector Carl, Phineas Nathaniel, and Remus Matthew. Evey, Tigger or Annie, Sephie, Callie, Morphy, Hector, Finn, and Remy.

Those are the originals.

Um.

Evadne Catharine Blanche (Grandma Eleanor's middle name)

Antigone Natalia Ruth (see Phineas Nathaniel)

Persephone Lucretia Elanor (My best friend is Lucrecia)

Calliope Susan Gloriana (Great-step-aunt Susan tis awesome, Susan in new Narnia vids tis awesome, Susan as a name tis awesome, Gloriana sounds better in this combo than Gloria)

Morpheus Balthazar Kain (hehe Balthazar is fun to say)

Hector Levi Carl (just a cool name)

Phineas Christopher Lucian (other brother feels better now, Lucian gives me my snark back)

Remus Matthew Gerard (after Gerard Way, both 'cause MCR is my dirty not-so-secret and as another in-joke with Dal and his friends)

I also seriously considered throwing in Daniel, Kieran, Dallin, Eric, but I'm falling out of love with Daniel (both figuratively and literally), Kieran is a super-cool name but I don't want my ex-psychopath to think I'm honoring him when he discovers this blog, I think Dallin might be sacrilege, and Eric is just a really bad name imo even if it is the name of one of my male mentors / math teachers ('cause math teachers=the nerdy bomb).

I'm thrilled with this now.

Evadne Catharine Blanche, Antigone Natalia Ruth, Persephone Lucretia Elanor, Calliope Susan Gloriana, Morpheus Balthazar Kain, Hector Levi Carl, Phineas Christopher Lucian, Remus Matthew Gerard. Evey, Annie, Sephie, Callie, Morph, Hector, Finn, Remy. <3<3<3










Ughhh college stuff sucks. I can't decide ANYTHING about it now. I really want to move away from here and my family and the environment I spent my teen years in, yet I constantly meet adversity insofar as being able to care for myself. I spent three days struggling to get out of bed and finally mastered that, then couldn't freaking change the goshdarn sheets. I can finally bend down and pick a book up from the floor from my chair without a reacher, but I can't stay down long enough to put on my shoes. It's SO frustrating. I can't even begin to plan for my future because I have no idea what I'm going to be able to do. Gosh I stress over this way too much. I just so desperately need to be away from this place before I go (farther) insane. Cause ya know right now two strangers are sitting beside me on the couch talking to my dad about how horrible it is when atheists and gay women and bleeding heart liberals join AA. Yeah cause I need to hear this. Grrrrr I hate my life sometimes. I mean I KNOW I can go to college and succeed academically but I don't know if I can get dressed after I shower.

*cringes and hides*
I don't even REMEMBER liking most of these early names.

August 2006:
Jasmine
Erica
Lillian
Hollie
Micah
Meghan
Domenica
Serenity
Vanessa
Whitney

March 2007:
Acacia
Alanna
Alexis
Anissa
Annika
Ariadne
Aurelia
Autumn
Ayla
Carina
Erica
Jasmine
Kaia
Kalyna
Kathryn
Kyra
Larissa
Lenore
Lorelei

June 2007:
Carys Annora
Xanthe Quianna
Catherine Leonora
Odessa Paige
Adeline Odessa

August 2007:
Annika Seren
Carys Gloria
Kathryn Lenore
Evadne Nerys
Catherine Eilidh
Carina Rose
Winter Annora
Xanthe Nerys
Ginevra Maeve
Morana Niamh
Jasmine Seren
Maura Charis

January 2008:
Catalina Raquel
Calixta Blythe
Eleanor Grace
Heather Anica
Audrey Raquel
Lydia Simone

March 2008:
Catherine Eilidh
Leah Adeline
Lydia Phoenix
Annika Blythe
Rose Evangeline

August/September 2008:
Evadne Charis
Leah Briseis
Eleanor Phaedra
Annika Blythe
Catharine Ruth
Avril Ruxandra
Tabitha Scarlett
Molly Genevieve
Lydia Xanthe
Imogen Linnea
Rose Kateri
Xanthe Lyric

November 2008:
Evadne Catherine
Katriel Virginia
Primrose Noemi
Margaret Persephone
Simone Adrasteia
Evadne Poet

Name combos... Or combis, to borrow a term from Kellie. (thumbs up)

Antigone Briseis
Antigone Lyric
Antigone Corinne
Antigone Camille
Antigone Coralie

Katriel Sage
Katriel Seren
Katriel Louise
Katriel Maelys

Imogen Noa
Imogen Ulyssa
Imogen Rosemary

Susan Catharine
Susan Jessica Star
Susan Adrasteia

Lydia Ruth
Lydia Fern
Lydia Star
Lydia Niamh
Lydia Evangeline
Lydia Jacqueline

Rose Calliope / Calliope Rose
Rose Juliet
Rose Katriel
Rose Kateri
Rose Ariadne
Rose Evanthia

Molly Genevieve
Molly Odessa
Molly Persephone
Molly Antigone
Molly Ilithyia
Molly Kavita
Molly Gwendolen
Molly Gwyneira
Molly Xavia (this is the epitome of making a plain name catch on fire, imo)

Linnea Gwen
Linnea Winter

Eloree Eowyn
Eloree Gloria
Eloree Blythe
Eloree Camille

Araceli Lyric
Araceli Clementine
Araceli Promise

Kali Phoenix
Kali Zenobia (not really; thanks, Ethan Frome)
Kali Nightingale

Eowyn Galatea
Eowyn Roxane

Gloria Eleanor (Kind of a family joke - my grandmothers' names)

Evadne Jane
Evadne Ginevra
Evadne Virginia Peace

Ziva Isobel
Ziva Eleanor

Evening Margaux
Evening Agata

Virginia Katriel
Virginia Tigerlily

Ginevra Sage
Ginevra Seren

Svetlana Blanche
Svetlana Kira Roshan
Svetlana Jasmine

Margaret Persephone
Margaret Hermione Rose

Noemi Primrose
Noemi Lucretia Ruth

Mary Evangeline
Mary Oriana
Mary Parisa Nasrin
Mary Lucasta
Mary Adrasteia


Morgan Benedict
Morgan Zeus
Morgan Anakin

Nathaniel Owen
Nathaniel Eragon

Percival Etienne
Percival Cyrus

Ptolemy James
Ptolemy Ephraim
Ptolemy Blaise

Nicholas Riley
Nicholas Lucian
Nicholas Severin
Nicholas Cain

Kieran Atticus
Kieran Daniel
Kieran Aleksei
Kieran Benedict
Kieran Gabriel

Benjamin Edward
Benjamin Morpheus
Benjamin Gerard

Phoenix Achilles "Nick"
Phoenix Baltasar "Nick"
Phoenix Adair "Nick"
Phoenix Ash "Nick" (LOL)
Phoenix Eoin "Nick"

Does Svetlana go with Morgan at all?

Aaaaaaaah college stuff/relationship stuff is stressful!!!!

I can use all the punctuation I want now!

....!!!&&*****???@@

I presume the novelty of bitch-free name obsessing will eventually wear off.

Random listing of names I haven't mentioned yet.

Kestrel
Annika
Briseis
Carina
Clytia (I know I know)
Esther
Eowyn
Eloree
Gloria
Gwendolen
Imogen ****
Jane
Kali
Kateri
Leah
Linnea
Lydia
Molly
Rachel
Rose
Ruth
Simone
Susan

Benjamin
Cain
Cassian
Gabriel
Hector
Gideon
Judas
Julian
Kieran
Jonas
Jocelyn
Nicholas
Phoenix
Tobias
Nathaniel
Ptolemy
Ivory

So we're finally reading some Shakespeare in school. I say "finally" because we only read Romeo and Juliet in 9th grade and NOTHING in 10th grade. That's right. Nothing. Nada. Zilch. Well actually that isn't entirely true. The teacher did remember his obligation to teach the Pre-AP English class about Julius Caesar the day before the final. Hence the Julius Caesar Rap - which did not please the AP English teacher when she found out about it a few months later. Oh, no. Not at all.
So we've been speed-reading Shakespeare along with all the poetry, Kate Chopin, and really boring social examinations. (Hills Like White Elephants? The Awakening? The Great Gatsby?)
So far this semester, we've covered Hamlet, Othello, and several poems. We're set to cover Taming of the Shrew, Measure for Measure, and Macbeth by the AP test (May 7th) - at least I think that's it. I know she wants to actually do Julius Caesar after the test for sure, and possibly - I think - King Lear.
Anyway. Arriving at point.
Shakespeare was definitely the best early namenerd. I mean, Lillian has him beat, but he was good.

Calphurnia
Cinna
Cassius (I think this must have been his favorite 'cause he uses it so many times)
Bianca (Bianca Bianca Bianca, I love Bianca)
Paris (I love love love Paris, as a GP, but I love it - not on a girl)
Tybalt
Balthasar
Romeo
Juliet & Julia
Gertrude (<3 Gertrude!)
Laertes (I love to say this)
Ophelia (Again, sooo much fun to say)
Elbow
Octavia

Oh, Octavia reminds me. I love V's lately.
Octavia
Minerva
Avril
Avani & Avanti
Evadne - Well this has been my favorite girls name for a really long time but it still has a V in it
Devorah - Read this in a kid's book I was reading for Book Review
Kavita - Means poem
Ziva - Means kickass Israeli NCIS officer (srsly, look it up)
Lavanya - Can't decide - is it too much like Laverne (I hate hate hate hate HATE Laverne)
Lavinia - Definitely love this, although it reminds me of a spoiled rich woman in the book series I read compulsively from ages 7 to 11)
Nevaeh - Jussssst kidding
Ginevra - Screw Rowling
Parvati - Double screw Rowling
Shivali
Svetlana
Veronica & Vanessa (I like -essa names too, like Contessa etc)
Xavia - Isn't this name HOT?

It feels so good not to have to include a sig saying I'm not pregnant at the end of this!

Morgan Zeus. Yes. Zeus.

Please tell me I'm crazy.

I was taking a myspace survey, and one of the questions asked what I would name a baby boy if I gave birth right now. I said Jesus, being, um, not fertilized at this time. But I'm really digging Morgan right now. So... Morgan Jesus. Ew. Pronounced it the Hispanic way... Ole! Morgan Jesus -> Morgan Zeus.

The more I think about it, the more I like it. It kind of sort of honors someone with the Zeus part, though. (Charlie, smack me for that.)

So... Morgan Zeus. Whaddya think?

GRR I'M SO SICK OF BEHINDTHENAME!

When Array posted all of those things about BtNers on her blog, I was pretty upset. I didn't understand why she felt the way she did. Now... I totally get it. Grr.

I still hate blogging. Just so you know.

I really really really really really really REALLY suck at writing blog entries. Either I start treating it like a private diary (stupid) or I end up not writing in it at all. Of course, that doesn't stop me from blogging. It's an addiction. Like skittles. Or the Facebook flair application. So, here I am again. Me and my idiotic default picture. Woohoo.

One of my favorite topics is names. Yeah, I'm weird. Today I met a baby named Adric Constantine. I think that is absolutely wonderful. It flows beautifully, is neither overused nor distasteful, and will age well. I wouldn't name my own son Adric, but I admire his parents for doing so!